cool man!!..

hoho~~
today a day half happy half sad o.o
huhU~
today go school computer lab secretly play o2mania .______.
lc my fren~ XD!!!
muahaha~ XP!
^.^ and make le bunnyfamfam den website page ^.^ haven put in website yet
xixi~
today 1st day go tuition o~
leng lui gt lo~
bt more focus in study ner..
everiday say leng lui will sien de ah~ !@__@
today i think about the song "love letter"
OMG =.= heart sad dao...
bt make me study more hard o.o..
wan sleep joh den suddendly rmb tat song jiu wake liau O___O
so geng... i think at midnight lidat sei lo~..
hehe~ happie bufday o2PRO ANGIE!! XD!!
hahax.~
=.= wonderland online so hard lv up... swt..
ppl lv23 den like pro joh.. lolxx..
den i lv17 pro? @___@
everiday bot bot bot... + so little lv and skill..
gek sei ah~
same thing lu~
bak home den bot den update fs see bloggie..~
hmmph no coment hor~
bendan!~XP
jk jk ^.^

08.09.2008

jx daddy make joyce mommy cry hor~
beat u wa~~ buwee mommy wa~ ><
happiee bufday baobe christy jie ^.^
sowwie no present nuh coz didi poor ._______.
wohoo~
wonderland online edi lv16 le ^.^
and stupiak!! ppl borrow de wonderland online gun rosak joh!!! i how to giv bak? T..T sowwie dai lou
huhu, joyce mommy sad sad o today cal my phone. o.o hope ya o~

i learn sumtin today...
jelouse is a gud thing..
it giv courage to some 1 to do sumtin to improve himself
i hope i can do that too
tho it may be heartbreaking sometime
but patience could bring sucess

O______________O

sowwie long no post o`
coz forget my bloggie joh @____@
hoho~
these few days de things happened
~break wif dear
~did well in studies?? i dun think so
~downloaded new on9 game O__O wonderland online
~more and more suck in volley ball =.=
~cry
~eat ._.
~sleep
~bath
~study
~play game...

sumtin like tat de
sry i cant tell wud happen to me and her..
happy that i downloaded this game for nearly 3 hour and it's a rpg game O__O
say bye bye to XDO lo~ XD
haha
but i will play a bit lo~ just seldom =]
wonderland online grapic ok ok oni la and final fantasy style de o.o
hmm, any1 can teach mi how to change blog skin? sick of this 1 nuh ><
break ler cry a bit tat day nuh~
thx my Aapple jie a.k.a lee lee so gud nuh ^.^ make feel better and krys oso nuh =]
thx alot to u 2 ^^~ and my school fren cheong wai kit and bryan woo zhen sheng o.o
hhoooooooooooooooo, starting everiday as single again~

bored -.-

xixi~~

fun o sarawak!~
hahax~
these day eat oso gud sleep oso gud~~
hoho!! i learn dao swiming joh~
wahaha~
kno how to backstroke, freestyle, floating and butterfly stly joh~
hehe!!~ Xp
veri miz my dear and books at home o~ O-O
sarawak is a nice place yah~
hope eu all can go thr oso~
so peaceful thr o.~
so, im bak on kl safetly finally~~!! u all miz mi ma?
sure dun hav de nuh~ hahax... ok la
i just end it here~
gudnite bloggie~~ ^^

26.08.2008

...................
i most hate de 2 things in my life...~
ppl lie me
when i done something, dont say i didnt done it!!~ dam it..!


mom~
u say my exercise book have little notes in them?!!
u can ask my teachers which note i didnt copy down la!!!
dun oves say i didnt do anything !!
hate today so much!!
U need mi to study at ur side u only kno i did study!!!?
.................. so dam angry when u say i lie myself.. ****
study so hard... but what i get? is tis wud i deserve to get?........
i dont care even if u dont giv mi study extra subjek
i dosent want to be a failure u kno?!!........
u dont buy reference book for me? IT'S OK!! i buy it myself!!
hurt dao so so much today....!!...........
and 1 more thing!! i now dont borrow ppl book to copy K!!!
...................
(moodless/angry)

25.08.2008 ^^ half hapi half bad day nuh~

huhu~ today got up early again!! school again~~
haha~ reach thr all talking here and thr de ==..
chou dou sei~ @@
xixi~ learnt mani thing frm school today orhx..
o.o dear no reply msg ler.. msn oso no on9..
so so so miz her~ >< miz sei joh mi lo~
haha... today mi and my 3star members act ler bleach de movie o~

ichigo-cheong wai kit
3sub captain(i dunno the penolong captain name so i cincai write)
~zhen sheng
~chee fai
~harry
byakuya~me O___O

today act joh 1min ++ oni~
nex time continue ^^
when the movie is released i will tell u all de yah ^^..~
=.= today nicholas laugh so much~ so wierd la.. 1st time see..~
min han same thing kena buwee again.. @..@ like thier daily activity buwee him dao cry..~
XDO help joh aslene mui sapu ppl O___O lucky? i think so~
-.- tat sai mun so ngi ngi ngam ngam ==.. gek sei mi ah..!!
today no homework wa... bt nid study bio nia.. -.-.. forever no rest lidat 1~
xixi~

ok la.. i end my bloggie for today =]

24.08.2008

today so late wake ah T.T 10.30!!!
luckily daddy reminded mi go to the stadium o.~
xixi~
luckily reach thr in time and my "char guo tiau" leader bring mi in ^^
hehe~today so happy, meet dao guang liang O__O leng zai wor~ haha
daniel oso thr nia ^o^..~
hoho!! i saw dao joyce mommy oso!! wee wee waa waa.. haha..
she buwee mi nia T.T sobs.. nid complain to papa joh @..@
hehe~ today quite happie ler ^^
erm dear~ u chg alot joh o.. these day u like veri moodless o..
ao gong so worry u ><....
wry sei lo~~
xixi~ but hope ur fine ah? must take care ur health de o
if boring find dar dar yah ^.^ 24 hours oso can reply u @.@
XP!!!
a happy day =]

..........

.......sigh.........
dear in hospital coz sick le........
want me make decision to choose weather wid her or be vivian de zai.....
why want like that?................................................
...................................................................................i kno i'll choose you dear...
bt.. i did'nt want to hurt others.............
...............
life is so miserable..............

dear.. i love you...........

i love you much much...... thx fer all the thing you gav me..

erm~

happie bufday adrianna mei mei~
hope you have a wonderful day yah ^^..
mwakz~

seems too fas..........

ermm.. to my dear... deep frm my heart..

erm.. dear.. honestly..
I really love you........ im so happy to have you back. everiday think of you. everi time, every minuite.im happy that you created friendster to post coment with me..i saw alot of changes
in you and im happy enough.. i hope our dreams can really come true.. wish so bah..
y u dun dare to talk to me on phone? haix... it's ok if u scare..i can giv you time..
how much time? erm... ok.. i'll wait for you even it's forever..
i really regret let you and vivian met today.... make dao all unhappy and scolding each other..
what is this? mi standing in between... it's hard for me u kno?!!............choosing between mom and dear?
cant you 2 just chat gudly? haix..... really dissapointed
my past few days are quite ok... just because today... let mi feel veri veri sad...
heartbroken..
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is this what it means love?
i hope im wrong..........
and i also want to thanks all my frens, kor, jie ,didi ,mei mei, dear for all the fs coment.. and
all the fs adder..~ =]...
and kor.. better find a suitable de dear bah.. =] (especially to xiaomaxmax)

i love you all..

[oshiro_hayumi@hotmail.com]

my life too...

can say not too good and not too bad
many things happen again, mui out of bunnyfamfam, sad of my life..
daddy starting to cutting my use on computer de time...
really felt sad nia~.!!!
why why why?? i cant focus on my study when i open the book, why!!!
why make my life so difficult??
dosent kno how to manage my study anymore...
what oso fail...
+ to day volleyball fell down... bleeding... haiz..
pain oso ownself to feel de la..
in le phone money oso no ppl wan sms me..
feel just like useless to topup my phone..
what is the use..?
tell mi!!~~
sick of this kind of life..
felt stress.... worriying future will how?
how?? will fail forever?
i dont want that!!!
i wan to study bio and chemistry!!! can you hear me!!!
T.T...........................................

being stronger to face problems...

problem problem problem............
feeling going to fall in to a pit of darkness.....
no one to help u get up...
so why not trying to stand for urself?
.......................................
these day past just like flipping frm page to page of a book...~
life is just a story, try to make it as intresting as possible......
enjoy while you can~
think of your future~
what will you become?
a rich or a poor?
which is better?
make a way to what you want~
it's never too late to start......
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i kno no people would remember of me........
nt even talk to me..........
just think of if would make me feel veri unhappy......
but it's already a habbit.......
just as expected everiday......
no one would find me or so.......
anyway..
just doing what i can......

thx fer readding my most boring blog ever...............
really thx you......

everi'1s wish for the future~

study study study~

why am i studying??

feeling of scare to fail not only in exam but fail in life...

regreted not doing well in PMR and regret cant go to science class.....

felt cant reach my ambition to be some job related to bio-chemicals.......... quite a sad thing.....~

too dissapointed with my 2nd term exam........ bt they say veri gud...... ==...

really dunno hw they think....... haiz..............

*stressfull~

feeling better...

thanks to the song "canon id D" really make mi feel relax.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABBzejbplVQ&feature=related

thx u nicholas for your recomendation..

find 1 day we play it together bah, u piano i violin~ hahax.~ =]

sry mui fer making u wry, dun wry nw bah kor hapi de la oves ^^...

lotsa love, fire~

things getting worse

what's more??

bunnyfamily broke down~

wallet going out of money~

phone out of credit~

feeling jelouse?

hmm~,~ tried hard to put all things down.... bit hard...

ntg can help mi...... haiz.... at last oso nid stand up myself...

these day bit moody to study, play, on9 or chatting.......... sry yah all........

most dangerouse weapon on earth~

recently i discovered love and jelousy were more deadlier weapon than atomic of nuclear bombs...

i didn't kno why i felt really hurt feeling till when see a couple together..(nearly cant control[mentalily disturbed]) meant jelousy

these causes internal damage on feelings........

haiz..............

feeling with jelousy are truly hurting some1.... just like ice blades stab on the heart...~

really hope that jelousy are remove away from earth...........!!~

just like a tree wif a ugly flower~ just remove the flower~ is it easy??

my loving life is just like staying at hell.... together/break~ just 2 solution ~ if nt today means tomoro

i really support my father say de word... "everithing have a expire date" no things live forever or eternity =]

world is like hell...........

there is no such thing as happily ever after...
world is just like hell with the presence of those flower hearted ppl...
i hope u all go to hell instead of heaven with the sin of making ppl sad...
eating all day long with the energy to let other ppl sad is just te waste of natural recourses to be feed on you..
and i hope when ur choosing ur life partners... think carefully 1st of all...
they deserve to be alone till old age and dying alone without remember by their dearest ones~!!
without them we will live in peace and what's more... the sound of saddness wont appear in this world...
really felt jelouse for those who r able to find thier most beloved ones...~
but at the same time i wish for happieness for those who r really good hearted and care thier beloved without and lies...
with a drop of tears show's how dissapointing they are toward you...
just that drop of tear meant that you are wrong and nid to change yourself...~
i hope everi1 can change themself to made everi1 happy of them....

another day pass.......................~~

today is just a day wif the same thing pass by just over and over again..~~
maybe today gt a big diffrence to joyce mommy as she nd her bf seperated today~....
felt so sorry for her as i cant do anything to make her happy.... cant tell her that...
hope life could haven something wonderful awaiting us.... hope so...

xiaowingz@hotmail.com

syg syg~~

nw i kno who really care about mi and who dosent...
it seems mani ppl just forget mi...... haiz... a sad thing...~
bt at least some really do miss mi or so~
~pinkypurple real life mui,vivian mommy, shaoshao mei mei, xiaofishball mei mei, and joslyn who i feel do care about mi.......
asking mi hw am i.. i feel good to be cared.... hope u all do understand mi....
after o2jam lost, just like i lost all my kor kor jie jie didi mei mei... haixx~

video completed~~

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